Thursday, February 24, 2005

I don't know why I feel the need to post here, b.c. I know you won't read this nor will anyone else. I feel as though I run in circles. I am hoping it is not all me trying to create drama, but I don't think it is. Why is it you feel this dire need to talk to every girl you've date, kissed, or done anything else with? While I don't know the answer to that question, I do know some answers to other questions. I know you didn't mean to hurt my feelings when even though she blew me off, you just had to go talk to her, and hug her. I know you lied to me last night. You did talk to Diana, and Ashley Simmons. I know you love me, but I can't help but be jealous and insecure. I know what you do you don't mean to hurt me, but it really does. I want to believe you about everything. It is just so wierd to me that all of these girls from your past have such a hard time letting you go. I know you're amazing, but are you saying something to them that makes them want to continue to talk to you? I love you, you know that, so why is there always something, someone, that has to come up at every insecure moment I have...

i'm sending my <3 t0 y0u_______________________
Susan || 4:11 PM